I wanted to start by saying that I appreciate very much your having sent me all the meditation/techniques/12-D Light Shield, etc. I have been using the 12-D Light Shield twice a day ever since, along with many of the other printed materials you sent me---it's part of my routine. Many of the techniques suggested by any folks who work with entity removal just do not work for me. It is insane.
Oh yes, I have taught myself how to stand in my empowerment which seems to keep things somewhat under a certain amount of control.During sleep (if you are lucky enough to get any!)---forget about it!I am still attacked most every night repeatedly or serious attempts made to do so. I am so exhausted from dealing with all this I have little time, motivation, energy, or well-being to do so. I have tried diligently to do everything right and and have even cloistered myself to my house, not going out for days so that I could do internal work.Sometimes the retaliation is then even more aggressive against me. I have had repeated long, difficult shamanic sessions. I always end up feeling like my right side got ripped off my body and this entity always came back. Even my Master Dowser friend came to CO and had a session with me, but ended up throwing up his hands in frustration 2 days later when the same thing happened. I've had so many people using so many different techniques try to clear this, all without success. I have spent tons of money on these sessions and I am on a fixed income at the moment. Financial issues have been one of the primary areas of dark manipulation in my life. Frankly, I am currently concerned about being disconnected from the Divine and am concerned about further Ascension progress, let alone all the other areas in my life that the Dark Realm works relentlessly to control. There is some important piece that is missing that no one thus far has been able to assist with, not even my own self. And,believe me, I have tried to see and intuit what it is.
I think that Lisa Renee might want to take a look at the list I compiled below of all the Dark Attack in the past 4 years, and most intensely with this 24/7 energetic entity in the past 2 years. There is something huge here that I am obviously not understanding and I need serious help. This has gone on far too long and way beyond the call of duty! My only desire is to get totally free so that I may do the spiritual work I came to do and be of assistance to others. Any suggestions you can offer would be greatly appreciated. Thank you so much! Energetic Synthesis has been a great blessing in my life! Abundant Peace....Blue Ray Starseed
Subject: Personal Symptoms of Dark Attack/Demonic Attack.....aka Torture!
To date, these are the things I HAVE experienced or AM still experiencing:
1-Stinging all over my body all at once---usually fiery and burning
and similar to scorpion stings.
2-Electronic-type puncturing on legs, feet, head, arms, hands,
shoulder blades, neck, abdomen,
and between breasts.
3- Intense shoulder pain (mostly right) - feels like nerve pain
4-Raw, red irritations under both breasts---itch badly
5-Huge black and blue marks, especially on breasts or in between legs
near groin area
6-Punctured right eye twice breaking many blood vessels--whole eye looked bloody
7-Causes throbbing in both legs---so painful I can barely walk on them
8-Strong, energetic vibration feeling similar to a colony of gnats
buzzing in and around all 3 lower orifices - very maddening
feeling-hard to feel comfortable with any kind of pants on
(Vaginal, anal, urinary); sometimes, painful feeling of tentacles
trying to enter all 3 orifices (these entities are highly
attracted to blood, urine, and feces)
9-Strong electrical buzzing if I am barefoot or wearing socks or
shoes---trying to eletrocute my feet
10-Same electrical currents to shock my feet in the shower
11-Breast shocked/punctured by electronic-puncturing device (could see
puncture marks--very painful!)
12-Causes my stomach and throat to burn severely like pouring acid
13-Will cause a taste in my mouth like mold or something rotten
14-Will Cause an 'axe-in-the-head' headache that almost makes you sick
15-Will cause severe mouth or teeth pain
16-Will cause ear pain and strong throbbing
17-Have tried to stiffen and bend my fingers in the opposite direction
to cause severe pain
18-Severe lower back and shoulder blade pain---aching and throbbing
19-Pain in the head and jaw from implants
20-Cause burning sensation on bottom of my feet or toes
21-Feels like a spike being driven into top of my foot
22-Stabbing sensation in stomach and gall bladder/liver areas,
especially in response to being around food
23-Puncturing both knees, feet, legs, and ankles while I am trying to sleep
24-Severe throbbing on one side of my neck, especially the right
25-Huge puncture marks, scratches, burns, pimple-type puncture marks
that take a long time to heal--usually in set of 2
26-Huge burn marks on my tongue
27-Digging pressure on right side, from my waist to my armpit
28-Crawling around on upper right back quadrant---feels like a very huge spider
29-Slithering sensation (like a large slug or snake) under both breasts
30-Bloating stomach out greatly
31-Difficulty singing or breathing when entity is energetically in
diaphragm area
32-Constant depression
33-Constant fatigue
34-No motivation
35-Causes you to be very emotional/crying at times
36-Causes anger outbursts from its relentless attacks so it can "feed"
on the negative energy
37-Disturbing dreams that are nearly impossible to happen
38- Interrupts naps/sleep time with very disturbing visions, some even
violent or perverted
39-Constant prodding of sexual thoughts
40-"Knock you out" on couch or at computer in order to attack you
41-Manipulation of electronics, money situations, cars, computers,
appliances, relationships with others
42-Will cause small domestic accidents of all types----most start out
small and escalate
43-Screws up phones, conversations, and cds/music/meditation (anything
uplifting)
44-Causes many disturbances between me and other people, especially
where money is involved
45-Initiates many little disasters to prevent you from going somewhere
or seeing someone you would really enjoy
46-Causes so many things/situations to become terribly complex and
ultimately fail
47-Bites my back (like a big spider) if I sweat or bend over
48-Will attack me if I sit close to someone it reacts negatively to
49-Keeps you from necessary jobs or money
50-Promotes great ridicule, judgement, and ostracism from others toward me
51-Causes me enormous trust issues
52-Sits on my head and attacks me (as an automatic response) when I
make coffee and food
53-No REM sleep at all-constantly interrupted all night long (have
great sleep deficits!)